Sick cbt

Self cbt

Hello everyone,

I am a very happy boy who appreciates the perverse side of sex and BDSM.

I am a submissive boy for Sadistic

I like extreme insertion / role playing / being humiliated / chastity / uro / training/abuse/ impact play/ needles / enemas / piss / deepthroat,/rape/CBT/ etc ...
I am a big fan of big toys and I love anal fisting.

I Seeking pain, punishment, and humiliation on cam.

I am into kink and I have a fetish.  I suppose it would be a form of CBT, or Formicophilia.When I was finishing my freshman year, 4 weeks before summer break, I was cutting class as usual. I frequently used the restroom in a small gas station where I hid out until school was over for the day. While in the stall the mechanic would always come in and muttering things. Today was no different, except he was muttering something about little presents. Small tokens of his love. Itchy itchy.Seven weeks later, after returning from summer camp, I woke up the morning tired. I didn't sleep well. Tossed and turned all night. About 10 a.m. I was laying on my bed fantasizing before masturebatting. Well I felt weird. My dick had been itching like crazy and now it felt like it was moving. I went to the bathroom, pulled out on my whitie tighty waistband and peered in at my cock and nut nest. It was alive! It was actually moving, I looked closer and there were thousands of little bugs. I was infested with lice.  I didn't know what to do, I only knew I couldn't talk to anybody, not even my parents. We didn't have that kind of a relationship.I ended up having them for 3 months. Thousands upon thousands, they even tried crawl in my a**. Finally that fall I was spraying the garden for bugs, then when I went in to take a shower I looked in my whitey tighties and they were full of dead lice. Thousands of dead lice in my whitey tighties. I took my shower change to my clothes and went down to the garage and kept inspecting my nest, but there were hardly any left, only a few. Next thing I know, I got some of the poison and rinsed my nest out with it. I went back upstairs and took another shower. my little friends were finally gone What I didn't realize is how attached I'd become to them. I mourned the loss. I wanted them again. I'm still looking to this day. However everybody shaves nowdays, but I don't because one day I hope to have them again

I am a young man that requests 2 things

1. All the dick pics as possible
And
2. I want to know the best thing todo solo for cbt

Hairband cbt should I add more 

CBT.  How would you hurt this tiny penis?

Lately I've been really getting into the more extreme sides of cbt. I've started fantasizing about it so much more, things like having my penis skinned, or put on the grill, my balls being banded with an elastrator. Anyone else into this? I'd love to talk to anyone who'd do it.

HERE I LUVING AM FULLY DEPLOYED IN MY FAVS-GARTERS/HOSE. CAN I PILFER YOUR GIRDLE TOO MOMMY? U B FLATTERED BY MY BIG CUM SPLATTER. I TOIL TO OIL ALL MATURE WOMEN'S LINGERIE,SHARE HER SHOWER,A GOLDEN ONE AS PUNISHMENT FOR BEING HER PERVERT FETISH SON!CBT TOO

I've been around this site for a while, and its really helped me discover lots of things about myself never would have discovered otherwise. I confess that I used to be "normal." I used to like vanilla things and watch "normal" porn. Now Im the total opposite. I do things and watch things I never would've imagined. I found that I love formicophilia, playing with things like ants, worms and maggots. I also found I'm super submissive and love to serve women. This site has opened my eyes to so many new things, transexual women, dominant women, degradation, pain, cbt, anal. Everything!

It feels good to finally tell people about everything this site has done for me. Im also looking for new friends feel free to message me if you want to play or even just to chat
-William

I keep wishing i could let go of my inhibitions ever since i spoke to a guy on toe who just didn't think gays as people. He thought me like a toy, his mirage didn't have enough sex so he wanted any faggot he meet to get fucked by him, he just thought them and me as a toy. Refused to even get tested.

I sometimes regret that I told him no and blocked him. I just want to let go and let any man fuck me as hard as they want, to be a toy or object for anyone. He lived near, and wanted to handcuff me to the hotel's bed if we met up. I just imagine what could've happened, being fucked over and over, he was even into cbt so maybe he'd batter my balls without me being able to defend myself. I wish i could find him again and apologize, but the rational side of me keeps making me not do this despite how much i just want to be a whore not even caring about protection for anyone to use in any way they want.